Thank You For The Support. Please Spread The Word About My Blog & I Will Do The Same.. DEADB3ATZ Is Going To Be A Household Underground Artist Name Known For Music With The Debut EP & Full LP AKA Debut Album, “WW42” &/oR “My Ghost Followed Me Here..” Which Will Have Some Sort Of Release On 12/21/12 If Not Everything.. After The Debut Album & “WW42” Or “My Ghost Followed Me To This..” TOUR Which I Am Planning On Breaking & Setting A Guinness World Record Which Will Be Hear Impossible To Break Considering That I Will Be Playing At Least 1 Show In Each & Every Country On The Planet Earth (196 Countries & With Insane Travel Time In Between Each Country, Let Alone Each Continent, This Could Easily Be 196 X 4.2 Days Averaged Out In Between Each Show, Equaling: 824 Days Rounded Up) Which Will Take Around 3 Years Of NON-STOP Touring If All Goes As Planned, Which I Am Sure It Won’t. I Just Submitted My 1st Kickstarter Campaign & While I Have Done The Math & The INSANE Amount Of $242,000 Will “Maybe” Get Me & My Partner In DEADB3ATZ: Chandel – Halfway Through This Enormous Undertaking, Enormous In The Scope, Gigantic In The Danger & Massive On The Physical Toll, But I Saw Amanda Palmer Ask For $100,000 For Her 1st “Full-Length” Album (I Found Close To 10 Different Albums Made With Kickstarter) Since Breaking Up With Her Major Label & She Got $$ 1 . 2 Million Dollars!!!! And To Be SUPER CLEAR, I’m Not Being Negative Or Saying This Is Bad In Any Way Possible, I Think She Is A Genius & She Has Given Me & So Many Others Hope With Her Bravery & The Album That She Got The $1.2 Million To Support, Promote & Tour On Entered The Billboard Charts At #10 Which Has Never Been Done By A Kickstarter Artist!!!! I Think That She Has Proved That Being Honest & Coming Thru With Her End Of The Deal Has Built a Fan Base That Is Hard To Match & I Plan To Take What She Has Done & By My 4th Album, I Will Be In The TOP 9 (Goal Is Top 4, But 9 Will Have Me Beat Her Record Until She Gets Ahold Of My Intent On Beating Her (It’s 2PAC VS. BIGGIE IN THE INDIE WORLD!!!!! NOOOOOO… This Is An Absolute Friendly Competition & I Can Only Dream That A Rivalry Like That Actually Exists In A Few Years After My World Record Breaking/Making/Shattering Tour Is Finally Finished) Of The Billboard & Will Win A Grammy Along With Numerous Other Awards For Pushing Boundaries Sonically, Artistically, Physically, Mentally & Lyrically With Subjects & Concepts Included. It Scares Me BIG Time That I Have A Total Of ZERO Fans Right Now Because I Have ZERO INTEREST IN BEING FAMOUS & IF I COULD DO THIS WHOLE THING WITH A MASK ON & NEVER TRULY IDENTIFY MYSELF (F. Keith Lock Fitzgerald AKA KNiFA AKA Amos & Neither Will C. Zelda Fitzgerald AKA Candle AKA Terry~ It’s A Shame That Nobody Knows Us Or Seems To Care To Want To Know Us With A LOT Of Work Put In, But The Bottom Line Is: When You Are Poor & Both Work 2 Jobs To Keep Ourselves + Both Of Our Families Including Candle’s Mother Who Is In The Hospital Now On Stroke Alert After Having Her Colon & Large Intestine Removed On Halloween. But We Are Going To Push So Hard In Every Aspect Of The Word & Create A Debut Album That Will Be Hopefully Received Well By Critics & Especially Fans Alike Hopefully Calling It A Bold New Direction & Outlook For Rock Music, the Same As What Kendrick Lamar Has Done For Hip-Hop With “good kid, m.A.A.d city” Creating An Undeniable Masterpiece. I Saw Five Iron Frenzy Get Funded $208,000 For Their 16TH ALBUM & Murder By Death Got A Little Over $187,000 for Their 6th Album. So, I Understand That With Amanda Palmer Having 11 Cd’s Between The Dresden Dolls, Evelyn Evelyn + Her Solo Albums, they All Have Massive Head Starts On Me, They Are Also Older, So That’s Encouraging.. C. Always Tells Me That I Am Too Scared Of Failure & That’s Why I Always Find An Excuse To Stall, Even Though I Have Had MANY EXTREMELY LEGITIMATE REASONS, But She Believes In Me SOOOOOOoooooo Much, That When We Got A Drumset For $42 & We Sat Down & Jammed For The First Time, She Had Never Played Drums Mind You, It Literally Came Out Like We Had Been Practicing The First Song For Months.. It’s Insane, There Are So Many Things That I Want To Do.. So Many “Laws” I Want To Break. If You Go To http://www.soundcloud.com/hopesick & listen to any of those songs, they were all written in ONE IMPROVISED TAKE, With Me Playing Every Single Instrument In My Living Room.. I Was & Still Am Trying To Figure Out Who I Am & I Thought That Putting Too Much Thought Into It Would Hurt Me & What I Was Trying To Accomplish & While Only A Few People Have Realized What I Have Done With Around 42 Songs Recorded In 42 Songs Is That I Actually Created Music In A Setting / Platform / Execution / ETC. That Has Never Been Attempted Before. An Absolute Dream Of Mine Would Be To Get A Big Enough Fanbase Where I Could Make $42,000 A Year Writing/Recording/Touring With My Music Along With Documentary Filmmaking Of The Whole Process & A Podcast To Go Along With It As Well.. I Would Love To Have A Successful Podcast Down The Road & A Huge Dream (After Being A Musician That Lives Off Of My Passion / Talent / Creativity / Expression & Eventually Wins A Grammy Award) Is To Be A Screenwriter + Filmmaker + Actor Alongside My Zelda, Nancy, Courtney, Bonnie Or Juliet If You Will & Tell The Amazing True Story Of Me & C (andle In French) ‘s Life Together, Each Other’s First Love At First Sight In 10th Grade & Sll Of The Amazing Up’s & Horrific Low’s That Have Us Wondering How We Are Even Alive Today & with All Of Our Loved One’s Who Are Gone & Her Mother & My Cousin Who Are Both In I.C.U Right Now, Why We Are the Lucky One’s & The Only Conclusion That We Come Up To Is That We Are MEant TO Be Here For A Reason & If We Can Pull Of A White Stripes Or Arcade Fire (Husband & Wife / Ex-Husband & Wife / B.F.F.F = Best FN Friend’s Forever / Lovers / Enemies / Eventual Parents / ETC. ~ But, Our Goal & This Is INSANE, But We Want To Win Album Of THe Year Like Arcade Fire Or Better Yet: Win Numerous Best Alternative Album Grammy’s Beating Out Bands Like Radiohead & Modest Mouse In The Process As A 2 Piece Extra Spicy Band Like The White Stripes (And I Hope If This Happens, Jack Doesn’t Despise Us Like The Black Keys Because We Aren’t Doing This While You Guys Are Still Out Playing Festivals That We Dream Of Opening While Jack White Closes 42 Hours Later. (Blunderbuss Should Definitely Be Up For Album Of The Year & If The Suburbs Won It, Blunderbuss Is Superior In Every Way & I Was A MASSIVE FAN OF THE SUBURBS In EVERY SINGLE ASPECT DOWN TO THE PANNING EGG SHAKERS IN THE AMAZING SPRAWL II & Than After That Lofty Goal, We Want To Have A Screenplay & Acting Debut Together That Gets Us On The Red Carpet For The Oscar’s Ben Affleck & Matt Damon Style. This Seems So Ridiculous.. My Family (Especially My Brother & Sister Don’t Even Talk To Me BEcause They Think That My Dreams Are So Insane & That I Put Too Much Energy, Emotion, Heart & Passion Into Music + Writing + Filmmaking + Acting & All I Can Do Is Try & Continue To Reach Out To Them Until One Day They Either Accept Me For Who I Am & Realize I CANNOT & WILL NOT CHANGE NO MATTER WHAT Or: I Prove Them & Everyone Else Wrong & Pull Off My Dream & Than Maybe They Will Accept Me.. Who Knows, I Don’t Want To Get Into The Things I HAve Faced & Overcome In My Life.. It Will Sound Like I Am Crying & Pleading For Support Because I Happened To Be Abused (In The Worst Way) During My Childhood & My Family Also Will Not Acknowledge That This Happened. And Here I Go.. I’m Sorry.. I Need OT Stop, But All I Have Is My Heart, My Words & My Passion & If I Cannot Express Myself To The ZERO People Who Will Read This Entire Article Unless I Do Pull Of A Masterpiece Album Or Film Or Both, Who Can I Talk To?! I Am Howard Hughes Jr. As Far As Recluse’s Are Concerned. Maybe That Will Be My Name Now: Howard Hughes Jr. & I Could Have My Middle Name As “Uzi” After My Favorite Of Chaz Tenenbaum’s 2 Sons. OK CPU~ I Worked 12 Hours Today, Found Out That My Favorite Regular Took His Own Life A Few Days Ago & With The MASSIVELY DEPRESSED COUNTY I LIVE IN, I AVERAGED 4.21 Dollars Per Hour, But $/21 Is My Father & Robert Smith From The Cure’s B-Day & I Am Shooting For The Release Of The FULL “DEADB3ATZ” DEBUT ALBUM UNDER THE WORKING TITLE OF “MY GHOST FOLLOWED ME HERE..” ~ “WW42” Is Going To Be A EP Of Sorts, But Instead Of The Regular 4 Or 6 Songs On An EP, It Will Have A Total Of 42 Songs, Whether 4 Are On One side, 2 Are On The Other & 36 Are On A Special Disc, Digital Download Or They Just Meld Into One Improvised Track Ranging Anwhere From 36 X 3 = 114 Minutes 36X3.9(C’sFav#)4(1stPartOfMyFav#)44444444444= 142 Minute Song Which Could Break A World Record In Itself!!!!
I Am Going ALL OUT WITH THIS ENDEVOUR & I CANNOT WAIT TO HAVE THE SUPPORT OF PEOPLE ALL AROUND THE WORLD WHO WILL NOT ONLY BE A PART OF HISTORY, BUT THEY WILL SAVE MY LIFE + C’s LIFE & OUR FAMILIES LIFE BECAUSE THEY WON’T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT US ANYMORE FOR ONE & MY MOTHER WILL GET WHAT SHE ALWAYS WANTED = MY DREAM TO COME TRUE!!!
I DON’T CARE ABOUT BEING RICH OR FAMOUS, LIKE I SAID: $42,000 A YEAR FOR THE REST OF MY LIFE FOR WORKING 365 DAYS A YEAR, 14 HOURS A DAY WOULD BE A DREAM COME TRUE, BUT MY REAL DREAM IS TO WORK HARD ENOUGH TO HAND MY PARENTS ENOUGH MONEY TO PAY OFF THEIR HOUSE, THIER CAR & BE ABLE TO RETIRE AT THEIR GOLDEN AGE OF 62, WHICH GIVE’S ME 4 YEARS, WORST CASE SCENARIO: 64 WHICH GIVE’S ME 6 YEARS..
MY MOTHER & FATHER ARE THE GREATEST PEOPLE EVER BORN & THEY ALWAYS DO WHAT’SRIGHT & I HAVE NEVER SEEN THEM CATCH A BREAK, ONLY AWFUL AWFUL SITUATIONS THAT WERE COMPLETELY RANDOM & CRUEL. THERE IS AN AMAZING LINE IN FROM DUSK TILL DAWN THAT QUENTIN TARANTINO WROTE THAT HAS THE INCOMPARABLE HARVEY KEITEL’S PREACHER CHARACTER JACOB WHO JUST GAVE UP BEING “THE REAL MCCOY” BECAUSE HIS WIFE WAS TAKEN FROM HIM AFTER A CAR ACCIDENT IN WHICH SHE SAT, TRAPPED IN WHAT WAS LEFT OF THE CAR FOR 6 HOURS I BELIEVE & CLOONEY’S SETH GECKO: YEAH, THOSE ACTS OF GOD REALLY STICK IT IN AND BREAK IT OFF, DON’T THEY?
HARVEY KEITEL’S JACOB: YES, THEY DO!
I HAVE SEEN TO MUCH TO NOT BELIEVE IN SOME SORT OF AFTERLIFE, WHATEVER IT IS.. I BELIEVE IT EXISTS & I BELIEVE THAT OUR MIND’S OUR POWERFUL ENOUGH THAT IF WE BELIEVE IN SOMETHING ENOUGH, IT WILL ABSOLUTELY HAPPEN!!
TARANTINO WRITES SCREENPLAYS THAT ARE HANDS-DOWN THE MOST ENTERTAINING IN THE HISTORY OF CINEMA IN MY OPINION. I LOVE WES ANDERSON & OWEN WILSON TOGETHER, VERY CLEVER & WITTY & BOTH OF THEIR STYLES AS DIRECTORS ARE BEYOND STUNNING AS WELL. MY FIRST FILM WOULD DEFINITELY HAVE MAJOR INFLUENCES OF TARANTINO, ANDERSON & CHRISTOPHER NOLAN WITH A LIST OF 42 OTHER DIRECTORS & WRITERS, BUT ON THE SHORTLIST ALONG WITH Q.T, W. ANDERSON, C. NOLAN, I WOULD INCLUDE BEN AFFLECK FRIST & FOREMOST.. HE IS AMAZING!! RIAN JOHNSON (BRICK, THE BROTHERS BLOOM, LOOPER), MARTIN MCDONAGH (IN BRUGES, 7 PSYCHOPATH’S <– HAVEN’T SEEN THIS ONE YET, BUT IN BRUGES WOULD BE AN IDEAL GOAL FOR A DEBUT FILM FOR ME..) EDGAR WRIGHT (SCOTT PILGRIM VS. THE WORLD), DAVID FINCHER, THE COEN BROTHERS, TIM BURTON, MICHAEL MANN, PAUL THOMAS ANDERSON, DARREN ARONOFSKY, WOODY ALLEN, TERRY GILLIAM, ALFRED HITCHCOCK, ORSON WELLES, KEVIN SMITH
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